so..after writing for almost an hour about this article that i read..i didn't save this crap i lost everything i wrote..I'm soo mad now i have to do it again ad to remember what i wrote is going to take me a while.
just like I'm feeling right now i guess that's kind the feeling they had on that moment of frustration maybe failure. and all because money,well i dint because of money mine is because my computer is crap but ..anyways...after seen the movie along time ago my first thought was OMG is freaking hard most of it if you are not blind or deaf.
then i read the play almost a year ago..reading stage directions and all that's stuff kept me busy just thinking about all the directions and everything..imagine all the time months and months of rehearsals blocking, working with those costumes from the time of the play was written everything comes into place.
as a actress i been involved on the school i know what it feels to not have the budget to build the best set ever, best lightning best everything but every time we have a production we always have to do something extra to do it, sometimes we help to build the stage and we learn how to do it.
every piece of the stage, the house the floor even every chair on the room means something to us..and that keep us working 110% everyday to me this kind of situation makes me more powerful and more motivated but i know we don't have enough resources to have the production we want and we complain lot because we cant do as much as we want bit is not our fault sometimes we have to get use to the idea of what kind of productions is going to be or what kind of props we have to relate it with or even the costumes are crappy sometimes but that's no reason to put all that job away.
but in this case when i read the article i was kind of sad i mean imagine all your work for nothing.. just because we can raised more money or reach the budget we thought it was going to be to keep the play on production for along time ad nothing. as i read i knew they try top have the performance at least for 2 more weeks but the producers said no and they had to stick on the idea of no doing that anymore, they had less and less audience every performance until they got into the conclusion.
the thing that made me mad was the fact that was the used of Mr. Richmathal describing Helen as a "Lil Sunshine and not as Blind or deaf" got the media crazy saying as an excused that it was also the acting and stuff like that i mean how you compete with something like that ..is just no fair and it makes me mad how the say anything about it but nobody really respect the work of the actors all the efforts they made to make that production real and truthful. is frustrated for me think about how a production like this depends so uch on money like everything in this world, imagine how many things would you do with tons of money ..well this is one of them. have to close a great production just because it wasn't getting a lot of audience or something like that, reach the limited budget to keep the play on.
and now i know that something like this may happen to me on the future and i have to know to confront that and keep going with my life because like i read before is all about business... if theres no money there is no show...you may can for whatever you want on the streets with your friends but a big production like this...never!!!
VIDEO
i mean look at the video of the preview of the play is fantastic and this girl is so young and so good..i have seen her before on TV shows and now seen her doping stuff like that is amazing how much you can grow from TV screen to the stage..been performing on stage it makes you much ore knowledgeable of you as an actor than TV , because you interact with your people 1005 percent of the time, is just great. is really to sad for me read something like this, but i guess that's how the professional world works, and i totally respect the work of these actors during the performance and if i would have the money to get a ticket i would definitely go without any problems.
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